Fidelity

I feel like everything and everyone around me is trying so hard. So hard to be what they want everyone and everything to think that they are. You don’t have to be philosophical or widespread or a photographer or a poet to be beautiful. I believe that everyone is born with a gift; mine is clarity. And although it sounds condescending, its more detrimental to me than anything. I see everyone’s actions and words and persona put on display all the time, every second, and all I can think about is when it will stop.’are you kidding me you really didn’t just say that’. I feel like I am constantly annoyed with the actions of others, because of the incredible fakeness of everything. And the worst part is that its not anyone’s fault. We are born and raised to act this way. There is rarely a person who doesn’t put on a complete and total show. That blindness to what they are doing is what kills me. I hate the oblivion that everyone is forced into around me. I wish I could shake every single person and wake them from the stupor of reality.